They came to me when they were hungry, liked being
told when to get up and when to go to bed, and regular meals. Color had come back to their cheeks. One morning on his way out, Docker grabbed my
arm.
"You're feeding those runts too much. We're going to run outta food, keep that
up."
"Docker,
there's plenty. Why? How long are we going to be here?"
"Hard to say --"
"Hard to say --"
"Another week?" I ventured, "We've been
here almost one, already. I've got to
get back." He squeezed my arm. I drew in my breath, wincing. "Knock it off, man. I'm not one of your toadies."
"Sorry, babe.
It won't be too much longer. Just
don't feed them so much. They're going
to be little butterballs pretty soon."
The next morning, I told the kids we'd have to cut
back.
"We're just going to have biscuits and hot
chocolate." I mixed dry milk in
with the flour, baking soda, and salt, ready to add water. Docker slid down the ladder. The kids vanished soon as they saw him
coming. Barely awake, he took one look
at me, stumbled over with his pants unzipped, took out his thing and pissed in
the biscuit mix.
"Stop
feeding the brats, I told you." He
swiped the bowl, plates, silverware, everything off the table.
"Man, Docker, I don't believe
this!" I screamed at him, "You are too fucking much! I wish
I'd never come." I started cleaning
up the mess. He grunted, went into the
bathroom and slammed the door.
I found the boys down by the creek
and gave them some dried fruit and a couple of sticks of jerky. Later, Docker apologized while weaving an iridescent feather in my
hair and reiterated his order about feeding the kids. From then on, I sneaked them food. They lost weight and soon were back to the
fragile little beings they were when I first saw them. No one else seemed to eat. Just drink.
One day, early in the second week, carrying a bundle
of clothes up from the creek, I watched the three little boys skip past some
guys hunched in a filthy plot, a few feet from the porch. One stuck out his leg and tripped Papa Jo,
who fell to the ground, crying.
Billy-Bob and Tadpole turned and ran back to their friend. Another grabbed Billy-Bob, shouting to a man
standing nearby,
"Hey, he's a big one,
Hairball. Look I caught me a big
one."
"Don't let the Doc see
ya!" the man he called Hairball warned.
I threw down the bundle and ran as though through quicksand, to stop the
bullies from carrying on with their game.
"Let me go!" Billy-Bob
screamed. Papa Jo butted the man's leg
with his head. The man threw Billy-Bob
across his knees and started working the boy's pants down over his scrawny
hips.
"This kid needs to be taught a
little humility," he chortled.
Billy-Bob cried, writhing to free himself. Tadpole and Papa Jo struggled to pull him
from the man's grasp. Hairball, a big
guy over six feet, in faded denims and a sheep-wool lined green plaid jacket,
snatched up the little ones and dangled them by their arms like a couple of
wriggling fish at the end of a line. He
knocked their heads together and tossed them to the ground. Reaching them, I dropped to my knees and
hugged the red-head and Papa Jo.
"You bully!
Let the boy go!" I yelled, catching my breath. The men hooted. The man holding Billy-Bob hollered to his
friend in the green jacket. "Hey,
Chet you ol' hairball, gimme yer belt. I
wanna teach this kid some humility."
Hairball whipped off his belt.
"Yo! Sandman,
catch!" Like a snake it sailed, a
black S, against the dense blue sky.
The man caught the belt and raised it into the air over the child's
white buttocks. The boy bucked and
flailed, then froze; his eyes wide.
"But, Hairball, we gotta take care we don't damage the merchandise,"
Sandman muttered. I let go of the
younger two and lunged at Sandman, grabbing his arm. Something hard slid off the side of my head. I raised my hands to protect it from another
blow and heard the clink of glass against my bracelet. The bottle bounced off my forearm and rolled
away. Billy-Bob leaped from Sandman's
lap, hiked up his pants and fled towards the creek. Tadpole and Papa Jo skittered after him. The man tossed Hairball back his belt.
"See that kid take off? Hoo-eee!" Sandman howled, "I'll get
his skinny ass good, next time! Don't go
tryin' nothin'," he yelled after them.
I
sensed movement behind me and turned.
Squinting against the smoke from cigarettes dangling from the corners of
their pale lips, women gathered in a half-circle around me, clutching their
half-pints and beer bottles. A couple of
kids peeked from between their legs.
"Sister, don't butt in," they chorused,
"if you know what's good for you.
Women don't interfere with what our men do. Hear?"
"Leave her alone," another addressed the
group, "You don't want Docker on your ass.
She better not tell him about this, if she knows what's good for
her." A dark woman with short black
hair, whom I'd seen corralling Docker when she thought I wasn't looking,
glanced at me with hurt in her eyes, her body tense. She took a step forward, then checked
herself.
Rubbing my throbbing head, I went to
the creek and found the kids climbing the oak and playing in the
tree-house. I told them from now on I'd
walk them to the cabin after sunset and see that they left in the morning
before their harassers woke. I went to
find Docker to tell him what happened, but he was nowhere around and I didn't
want to ask anyone. At dusk, the boys
and I strolled up the bank from a hike we'd taken a little way down the
creek. I saw the dark-haired woman slip
away from the others. Coming toward me,
she peered over her shoulder and concealed herself behind tree trunks like a
character out of a bad film.
"Keep Tadpole and Papa Jo by the oak," I
whispered to Billy-Bob, "till I come back."
"Over here," The woman hissed. I followed her voice.
Frogs burped and bellowed; crickets droned on and
on. She was waiting for me on the bank in a
stand of firs beside the creek; she grabbed my arm and pulled me close. Her body exuded the pungent, metallic odor of
fear, overriding the fragrance of damp earth and pine.
"What's wrong," I said.
"I'm No-Face," she said, "You're Sally,
I know." She hung her head, looked
at me obliquely, lifting her shoulders and dropping them, giggling nervously.
"Where did you get that name?" Her face was small with big brown eyes and
full lips.
"It's not important." She inhaled, moving her hand to the front of
her long-sleeved, blue cotton shirt.
"Look, I--" she started to say, falling silent at the sound of
a twig snapping. "They'll see me
talking to you--" She drew an index
finger across her throat and backed away.
"It's
probably just the kids. What did you want to tell me?"To be continued . . . .


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