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Docker and Mist's heart-to-heart turns ugly. She gets an unexpected ally. Well, two actually.
"Damn! I told you.
Nothing's going on. You're
bugging me with your bullshit," he said, bouncing his leg.
"Stop doing that if you want me
to sit here. You drop a lot of
speed?"
"Oh, she changes the
subject. Good. Had loads of work to do, kiddo, before the
ground freezes." He brushed a
strand from my cheek. "So what were
we talking about besides you thinking I'm some big bad guy? How can I prove to you I'm not into anything
except you, baby," he sighed, eyes hypnotic, locked on mine.
"Spend more time with me, then," I said, "I thought that was why you
wanted me to come with you, to be alone with you. As long as I'm not, why do your friends
ignore me? They treat me like I'm
invisible."
"I
know you aren't, baby. Isn't that what
counts?" He squeezed my thigh,
moved his hand to the front pocket of my jeans where I carried No-Face's mirror
in case I ran into her. "What's
this?" he said, probing it through the fabric.
"It's nothing." We stood up.
"Come on! Let me see.
If it's nothing, let me see.
Why're you hiding it from me?"
"I'm not hiding it!" Holding me tightly, he jammed his fingers
into my pocket as I struggled to get away, and pulled out the mirror.
"How
did you get this?" Holding it an inch
from my face, he pushed me backwards.
"How did you get this?"
My mind went blank.
"Someone must have dropped
it," I blurted, afraid to blink, afraid I'd say the wrong thing. "I found it, but I don't know who it
belongs to or I'd return it."
"Why didn't you ask me?"
"I don't know, all
right!" Docker slipped the mirror
into his shirt pocket, holding me with one arm.
"It's No-Face's. I'll see she gets it." To diffuse the moment, I asked him how she
got that name. She had put me off the
other day when she'd cornered me by the creek and scared me with her paranoid
bullshit. Sitting on a stool with one
foot on the floor and the heel of his boot hooked on a rung, he drew me towards
him. Sighing deeply, he looked to the
far wall.
"She was going out with bro
Waverly," he explained, "He came by on a date and she told him he'd
have to wait till she put her face on.
He called her 'No-Face' from then on.
It stuck. Anyway, I'll get her
mirror to her." I knew better than
to ask what happened to his brother; still, I could have kicked myself for what
came out of my mouth instead.
"I bet you will. I've seen you two together."
"Whoa! Do I detect a note of jealousy there,
babe? Nothing's going on between
us. She wants to fuck me, but it's not
reciprocal. What can I say? Anyway," he released his words in a long
exhale, "Go on, let it all hang out.
So you feel like you're invisible, and?-" I took a deep breath.
"People talk about other stuff
that makes me feel like you're into something really bad, besides my so-called
nightmare."
"Tell
Daddy everything. It's okay." He ran a finger alongside my ear, traced my
jawline. I had sworn to Linda I wouldn't
tell. So I lied.
"That
first night we were here, I slept outside, you know, 'cause the kids were on
one mattress and Linda and Pal- .Anyway, I found some blankets. It was nice waking up underneath the
trees."
"Go
on." He kissed my cheek.
"It
was a little cold," I went on, allowing myself to nestle against his
chest, recalling that, though warned against it, he didn't go ballistic when I
told him what Sandman and Hairball did to the boys. "Hard to sleep. I heard some of the others talking. They said that once, when you were up here
during a bliz--"
The blow came, slamming me against
the wall. I felt myself crumpling to the
floor. Multiple Dockers hovered over
me. It seemed as though I were looking
at everything through a red filter and someone was working a pile-driver inside
my skull. I shook my head to clear it and
saw Docker suddenly rise into the air and sail backwards. Mormo had come in, had come up behind him,
lifted him by his armpits and deposited him in his chair, like a mom putting
her kid in a high-chair.
"You fucking shit." I
clenched my teeth so hard they ground together. "Why did you hit
me?" My right hip and shoulder
ached; I felt tears streaming down my face.
"Leave
her alone. Don't hurt her," Mormo
grunted.
"You're
soft on the lady, eh?" Docker made
to rise. The big man held his boss
down. Pal burst in, waving his gun at
Mormo.
"Say
the word, Boss, and he's gone!" He
laughed, swiveling around and aiming his gun at Mormo, then me. Linda, right behind Pal, hustled over and
knelt at my side.
"Shoot me.
Go ahead," she said, "If you're gonna shoot anybody, shoot
me!" Pal held the gun with both
hands, elbows locked, knees bent.
"Stash the gun, man," Docker said, moving
his shoulders. Mormo released his
grip. Linda put her arms around me. I caught the odor of decomposing sea life and
stale semen from the neck of her blouse and choked back the urge to vomit. Docker stretched out his legs, folded his
arms across his chest, "Ain't we all a nice happy family."
Next: Mist has had it. She resolves to leave. Docker verbally and physically convinces her to stay.
Next: Mist has had it. She resolves to leave. Docker verbally and physically convinces her to stay.
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